A period of silence......

These days seem to be better for me cos of lesser screw ups at work and more 3Ds in my friend's card collection album. i am thinking of being more optimistic in life, being pessimistic kinda suck... instead of typing no looks and money, i can now say that i'm unique in my looks and not that poor. Actually, i have been commented to have 'beautiful eyes' and nice face structure previously. All i gotta do now is to lose about 20 kgs of weight and 'presto', deflated wei lee. Yesterday, i called someone important before going to work. Thought of some stupid excuse to talk to her(saw kym of kids central, did u know she was from katong convent). The conversation suddenly turn a little uncomfortable for me. Moments in between our voices were really long. Silence befall our conversation after she asked a deadly question:".......She asked a question:"If someone were to jio u, would u accept him?" Does that person concern u?" My heart froze... I wanted to tell her, but i can't. I do not wish to lose a friend again..... I really need to understand woman, can anybody help me out?