More hours of work! Fine by me

Looks like my friend got the job for waitering at the Marine Parade's Suki Sushi outlet. Oh, and i got promoted(just added a name to the name tag, previously its trainee). More working hours means less time on the net and more time on my feet, hopefully i can survive the gruelling experience. One last thing, i think WS is REALLY avoiding me. But i am setting it straight, if she uses the same excuse again, then i'll give up on love...........for eternity.

Page of 3ds 

Open houses suck......

Yoz, loyal readers, i'm back. Unfortunately, this post would be negatively charged. The reason being, like the title suggest, Open houses for polys suck. On Hari Raya Haji, i've finally put some initiative to get WS a gift(a teddy called sugar), spent or rather wasted the whole night at my cousin's place. As a result of lack of sleep, i got up in the morning(7.50am) to meet my friends at Bedok before heading to Nanyang Poly. The train journey took us 1 hour 5 minutes but like the saying goes(or did i just make this up?): Time passes quickly in the company of friends. After alighting, most of us realised that those who were not in JCs are paying adult fare(i guess being adults have some disadvantages). How to make this more interesting ? well, i gave the gift to WS, without a card though. i do have one but its kinda.....mus_ _. Anyways, we didn't make eyecontact whatsoever. The only reason i was going there was to give her the present. Nanyang Poly was a maze with very miscalculating lifts(it can't carry its specified weight capacity). Oh, and i made a complete fool of myself thanks to Ali. Before leaving for Ngee Ann poly, some of us decided to go find some stuff from Naruto, which wasn't available making it a wasted trip(we ditched Ali). Then we headed to Ngee Ann, the school on hills. Somehow, in my state of hypnotic trance, i was still able to follow them thanks to SX. He lent me a discman with Eminem's Encore it, so it kept me awake. If Nanyang was a maze, Ngee Ann is a labyrinth. No diff, just larger, more disorganised and did i mention it was built on hills. Being Singaporeans, we decided to get every freebie there is except those with long queues(Eric doesn't like waiting). That's about the end of that day. I decided to call WS in the night, but something tells me that she's avoiding me. Or is it just me. I thought that she would be one of those that a person can talk to even after that person confesses to her. Apparently, i was wrong. i believe this is what you call naive. Somehow when people ask me what do i wanna do in the future, i'll answer 'be a doctor' cos that's what they expect out of me. The truth is i see no future. Nothing to spur me on, no aim, no determination. This negativity in me must be purged, but i guess no one can save me. lest a miracle happens....When will i ever wear the real smile that disappeared 6 years ago?

From left:Ken(angeline's bf), Angeline(cuz), william(my bro), willy(mua) and carl(cuz) 

A period of silence......

These days seem to be better for me cos of lesser screw ups at work and more 3Ds in my friend's card collection album. i am thinking of being more optimistic in life, being pessimistic kinda suck... instead of typing no looks and money, i can now say that i'm unique in my looks and not that poor. Actually, i have been commented to have 'beautiful eyes' and nice face structure previously. All i gotta do now is to lose about 20 kgs of weight and 'presto', deflated wei lee. Yesterday, i called someone important before going to work. Thought of some stupid excuse to talk to her(saw kym of kids central, did u know she was from katong convent). The conversation suddenly turn a little uncomfortable for me. Moments in between our voices were really long. Silence befall our conversation after she asked a deadly question:".......She asked a question:"If someone were to jio u, would u accept him?" Does that person concern u?" My heart froze... I wanted to tell her, but i can't. I do not wish to lose a friend again..... I really need to understand woman, can anybody help me out?

my cousin's dog 

What more can i not ask for?

Sorry guys(n gals), i have been feeling tired lately so the blog was not updated daily. Anyways, these past three days was really a bore. Nothing is happening to me except for work. i guess i am getting used to my colleagues and most of all the job itself. I realised another thing, if i work for the evening shift, there is no need for dinner cos supper is provided. I went out with my best friend today, talked hell lot of crap although most of the time i appeared listless. Anyway, he bought some clothes and we proceeded to trying our luck at cards. Bad move. We got crap instead. But just in case he is reading this post, I GOT U A 3D BLOOD MAGE......TODAY. Man, he really influence me much. Got me thinking of how to court this girl i like(refer to post 1 if u really wanna know). Damn, I hate being broke and having no looks....its' just adding on to the negativity that exist in me. Well, i will bear in mind a friends quote:'Happie Always'. I'll try. Thanks for reading yet another plain edition of my blog.

Locked up like an animal......more or less

Didn't have a good night's sleep last night, kept tossing and turning. Woke up really tired....think i would soon change into a panda with glasses. My mom cleared out the stuff in both my bro and my closet. I was really irritated by that but what the hack. At least it is cleaner now. The amount of clothes that we didn't use can at least clothed 20 needy people. Made me realise how fortunate i am to laze my a$$ off on a cold saturday like this. It really was a boring day though..... being cooped up within my house reminds me of how my dead chinchilla feel like previously. I am engrossed in playing Maple Story, but i have work tomorrow so i can't play long. Sorry if i don't make any sense today cos my brain is half-asleep by now. Really tired.......zzzzzzzzzzzzz

Man, i'm pooped.

I can't consider this complete but i have lots on my mind so. Well, it seems that most of my friends are already missing school life. But really, i do miss school life. The teachers, the classrooms, the noise, the nonsense and the 2 bells of joy(1 for recess and the other for dismissal). Anyway, it was my second day working at Marine Parade's Suki Sushi Outlet and i think i screwed up big time. At least, i got to see Fiona Xie on my way to work. You guys reading this would be thinking:"Right, on the ad". Seriously, i SAW her with my 4 eyes. I wasted the day away yet again by playing cards with some goons i call friends but at least it was fun. Plans for Monday would be: 1. Get ali to scam kids in school 2.Get WS a gift 3. Work really hard to give some ladies a valentine's gift. But first, i'll have to do something about the blog cos its practically empty. HELP!!!!!!